She found the room again, and examined more calmly this time. Something felt familiar to her in this room, and she realized that it was the bag sitting on the floor at the end of the bed. That's Agmar's bag, she realized, this must be his room. The fact that she'd been in that room before served to lessen the excitement she had felt earlier, and she refocused her energies on the room across from her own. I've never seen that one, she reassured herself.
The room was empty, and laid out slightly differently from the one she was in. There were two beds, instead of just the one, and a small nightstand sat against the wall between them. There was no window, and Lynna realized suddenly that she could see everything as clearly as if it was well-lit. She looked, but found no candles or lanterns lit either. She felt as if she was outside of herself, and floating near the ceiling of the room, looking down on it as a bird might.
She saw the bureau at the other end of the room, and wondered if it had anything inside it. She tried to move herself towards it, and suddenly seemed to slide towards it, as if slipping forward on ice. She felt as if she was moving too fast, and would smash into the doors of the bureau, but instead she found herself somehow going through them, and was inside the large wooden chest. She seemed to stop moving almost as suddenly as she had started, and could see just as clearly as she had in the room. A few empty hangers hung on the bar inside the bureau, and an extra blanket lay neatly folded on the floor of it. This room had obviously not been assigned to anyone yet.
She moved again, this time to exit the bureau, and found herself bumping up against the wood of the doors, unable to go past them again. She tried a second time, with more force, and this time the impact against the doors made her spin for a moment, leaving her feeling dizzy. She suddenly realized that she couldn't seem to open her eyes or move her body in any way either. She panicked, and started trying to push against the wood on all sides of the bureau.
She grew dizzier and dizzier as she kept trying to get out, feeling sure she was hurting herself in some way. She tried to call out for help, but nothing seemed to come. She felt like she'd been separated from herself somehow, and she didn't know if she was breathing anymore or not. In terrified horror, she remembered the view of the bureau from the outside, and realized that the doors had been kept closed by a simple metal hook that was essentially locking her inside. Minutes seemed to drag by as she searched for any opening she might be able to escape from.
Suddenly, without warning, the doors to the bureau flew open and she heard wood splinter and the metal hook twist in protest. With some alarm, she felt herself being pulled roughly back towards her own room, the two doors in between opening of their own accord so she could fly through them. She saw herself, lying atop the comforter on the bed and looking pale, before she slammed into herself and felt as if she re-connected.
Who taught you to do that?! Agmar's voice was loud and angry inside her head, and she winced as she sat up.
Why? What did I do? After opeing her eyes briefly to check that she was intact, she closed them again, trying to send her words specifically to him alone, as he was doing to her.
You left your body, Lynna. You are not ready for such a maneuver. I approve of your attempts to explore, but you need to be more careful. When you went into that wooden bureau you slipped entirely out of your own body to do so. You leave yourself vulnerable when you do, as you do not know how to protect yourself yet. The force we are contending with is already powerful enough to affect us in some ways, and it was able to cut off your return to yourself. If you feel yourself sliding away from yourself like that again, concentrate hard on opening your eyes instead, and it should bring you back right away.
I'm sorry. She felt foolish. I keep making stupid mistakes. She had meant to keep that last thought to herself, but realized that he had likely heard it as well, and felt embarassed.
We all make mistakes in the beginning, Lynna. Just be more cautious. I know it is difficult when there are new and exciting abilities to explore. Every student starting to learn makes many errors, but they help you to learn. I will keep a light connection to you, just in case, and will warn you if I feel you heading into anything dangerous, alright?
Maybe I shouldn't explore right now at all?
The more you learn now, the easier the things I need to teach you will be. So, by all means, explore. Just do so with caution.
Lynna found herself nodding, and then guiltily sent a "yes" to him in her thoughts. She felt him chuckling, and wondered how much his contact with her could see. She felt it diminish, and realized that she could see the connection to him if she concentrated hard enough. She kept concentrating, and opened her eyes, allowing it to show up in her field of real vision as well. For a few moments, she sat quietly, just watching the thin wisp line of smoke that was her visualization of the connection Agmar was keeping to her. She created a similar wisp from herself and used it as her tether to see out into the hallway again.