"Angry?" he echoed back, unsure
"Angry?" he echoed back, unsure exactly what she meant.
"You haven't been behaving the way you did aboard ship getting here, especially out here," she said with audible distaste.
"You want the whole--," he started, but stopped short of pulling out his palmpad to translate, lacking the word 'recital.' He paused, trying to read her expression before he continued.
"Well, let's see. Since I've gotten here I've been lied to, insulted, threatened, spied on, warned about secret organizations amongst a people who consider lying a crime, abducted, trapped in an out-of-control aircar set to crash into a mountainside--with a bomb in it none-the-less... Oh, and given a truth drug--that really made me feel welcome, but we'll leave that bit out of it and focus on the city side of it for now."
Sarsh'ta tried to say something, looking defensive, but he cut her off by continuing. "I've been nothing but polite and patient, and in return have been told that if I really work at it, I might gain the respect you accord your children. I've tried to offer polite advice, but you people are too busy competing with each other over petty garbage to get anything done."
"I'm not angry at you, Sarsh'ta," he said, forcing himself into a less angry tone. "But I am frustrated and I was disappointed. I understand change doesn't come natural to you, but I expected you to be a little better about it. I'm sure that being sent out here caught you off guard and threw you off balance. Of everyone here, I'm not supposed to be the one getting you all to work together."
"I'm sorry I just about yelled at you in the hut before. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm taking some of this out on you. It just seems like I keep having to say the same things over and over again."
He lowered his voice, knowing what he was about to say, and knowing he absolutely did not want to yell it out. "And let's face it, Sarsh'ta, Logur isn't going to do the right thing, and by taking power when he did he probably wrecked the best chance at surviving the Brey-hahd. Even once I can get a request for help out, it's probably, what, ten days, twelve, before help can even get here? I don't even know that, I haven't been allowed to know how far it is. If it had been done already there'd probably have been a chance of my government's ships heading off the Brey-hahd before they got here, and at least delaying them."
"But they're here. They've taken a moon already. Maybe while he's been busy dealing with a fragmented and ...stolen government he's also been able to do something about the Brey-hahd. Or maybe not, and we'll all be in slave camps tomorrow. Just tell me there's an option, a believable option, better than me trying to stay alive in a Brey-hahd slave camp long enough to hope that maybe, just maybe, my people will happen to carry the war over here. If they do, they'd end up wanting to liberate this planet, and if they found out I was alive they'd do what they could. But right now even that feels like a long shot."