Niza noticed that Marus had nothing to say to Alldeh's comment, when usually he would jump in and try to ease the strangeness of it in some way. The priest seemed distracted, his brow furrowed as he picked at the food on his plate. She suspected his attempt at talking to the Elar had not gone well.
The meal was strangely quiet that evening, and Niza realized that it was usually Jetha who would keep the conversation going while they were sitting down to a meal. Jetha, too, seemed to be thinking, and Niza wondered if she was trying not to start any idle conversations due to talk they had been having before. Cleaning up the dishes went quietly too, except for the clang of metal on metal as Ullden and Marus practiced off to the side of the camp. Niza found herself watching them, trying to listen to the things Ullden was telling Marus. She still felt a bit useless amongst them all. Even Alldeh had managed to teach Jetha some thing about this new magic and pointed them in the right direction. The new girl, Kyla, obviously had the ability to fight, and Jetha's magic certainly didn't leave her defenseless. While Marus constantly downplayed his usefulness to the group, his prayers had been very helpful so far, and had been very impressive to Niza when they had fought the Elar. He had called upon the Gods to protect them, and the Gods had thought him worthy and listened. That didn't cease to amaze Niza.
She was starting to realize that she had nothing to contribute during battle except to be delegated to babysitting Alldeh. While she understood the importance of keeping the poor man safe, she doubted there would be much she could do to protect him if he were targeted during a battle. She knew that Ullden was still worried about there being a larger force of Elar coming, a few days to a week behind the scout party they had fought. Everyone had agreed that someone had summoned the demon that had been slain, and that they hadn't been with the scout party. Information on the summoner and other Elar forces was the main thing that Ullden had been trying to get out of their prisoner so far. Based on the expression the Elar always had when the questions were asked, Niza didn't doubt for a moment that there was another group of Elar. She knew Ullden was worried about how much time they had, and he was still having Marus cover their tracks as they traveled each day.
"Where are you?" Jetha asked suddenly, breaking Niza from her thoughts. "Maybe you could dry the rest of that pot?"
"What?" Niza looked down to realize that the dishes for her to dry had been piling up next to her and that she'd been rubbing at the bottom of the pot in her hands with the towel for a couple of minutes. "Oh, sorry." She hastily finished drying the pot and grabbed up the next dish in the pile.
"You're always watching them practice," Jetha said. "What do you find so fascinating about it?"
"I guess I just want to know how to defend myself," Niza answered. "I'd like to know how to use a sword too."
"Why?" Jetha asked, looking suprised. "Swords are for men. Women were not meant to fight in such a fashion."
Niza raised an eyebrow at Jetha as she saw Kyla's head turn towards their conversation. Jetha looked like she'd just swallowed something particularly unpleasant as she looked back at Kyla.
"What I meant was..." Jetha said quickly, trying to backstep out of the verbal quicksand. "Among our people, women don't usually take up swords. We leave that work for the men. Mostly, the men don't like women being put at risk, and so they insist upon it. I mean, since women can bear children and all... Oh, I don't know what I mean." She sighed, looking frustrated.
"Your kind and mine are very different indeed," Kyla said quietly. "If you truely do wish to learn to use a sword, Niza, I would show you. Ullden kept some of the blades from the Elar. You could use one of those."
"Really? I would like to learn. Yes." Niza felt a part of her swell with excitement at the prospect.
"We can start once you are done there," Kyla said, nodding at the pile of dishes waiting to be dried. Then Kyla turned back to the arrows she was making as if there was nothing more to be said on the matter. Niza found herself already grabbing the next dish and drying it as quickly as possible. Jetha remained silent while they finished, obviously thinking. Niza hoped she hadn't just damaged the fragile friendship she'd been working on with her.