At first, there hadn't been much talking except speculation about the man they were looking to find and the route to get there. After lunch and the tree, however, the walking and quiet began to draw out and conversations started up. Eventually, Nelser turned to Matner.
"So, what's your story anyway?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" Matner replied.
"Well you were kind of vague when explaining how you came to sign on with Old Fredrickson. You've yet to really tell us much about yourself. Just wondering what your story is."
"Oh," Matner said. "There's really not much of one, honestly."
"Oh come on," Kelver piped in. "Doesn't matter if it's a good story or not. We just want to know ya better is all."
A few of the others voiced their agreement. Matner sighed and shrugged.
"I guess," he finally said. "But it's really not that thrilling. I'm the eldest son in my family, and my father has some money. So, I was slated for a military career from the beginning. Since we lived in Calster, my father made sure I was able to go to the Academy. Then he had it all worked out where he was lining up jobs for me where I'd stay in the city and be someone's guard. There was even an offer from the King's Guard, since I was highest ranked in my graduating class. But nobody asked me what I wanted to do. So I left. I'm just trying to find my place in the world, figure out what I want to do. I like the idea of helping people, so something where I can use my skills to do that would be good."
He said it all in a rush, just to get it out and over with. He didn't really know what to make of the moment of silence that followed, although it felt strange to put his past into a few simple words like that. He couldn't really think of more to add. But then the silence ended and there were a burst of questions from the group.
"You passed on a job with the Royal Guard?" Brint asked incredulously.
"You went to the Academy?" Sameth asked, "What was it like?"
"Isn't guarding people helping them?" Kelver added.
Others echoed the same questions in slightly different words. Eventually he put his hands up to stop them.
"I didn't see that I'd really earned the job with the Royal Guard. My father arranged it for me more than anything else. It's not like I'd done anything in the field, so I haven't had enough real experience to warrant it. Maybe one day, when I return to Calster I'll want something like that. But I'm not ready to settle down into anything either. I want to see some of the world. Have a little adventure. And earn myself a place in it."
"The Academy was great," he added, turning to Sameth. "The instructors really knew a lot and seemed to like teaching us. I feel really fortunate to have had the chance to go there."
"So, ye were afraid we'd think ye were some rich kid, were ya?" Linden asked.
"Well, I was concerned that someone might think that because I'd had the opportunities..."
"Did yer father give ye any money afore ye left?"
"No," Matner shook his head. "I didn't tell father I was going. I sort of snuck away, actually."
"Then ye ain't got any more money than the rest o' us. Better boots, maybe, but it's not like ye've been expectin' us ta shine 'em fer ye."